Since I thought someone wanted me to call them the N word, my dad has been stimulating me inappropriately when he drives me. He also has other grudges, like me saying, "Oh, no," when he came home cuz my homework wasn't done tho he didn't ask me why like you'd expect or say something, which does seem a bit logical not to assume to know, must have been confused.
They throw in lots of mean insults I can't possibly post here.
They keep sometimes acting like people I don't want to rub off on me like that since 2012.
They are pushing my dad to me by having him act nice around me but get other people to be mean to me for him, relaying his hurtful/threatening messages to me. He sometimes threatens to try to psych people to d**th secretly and maybe has/helped.
My mom just acts meanly towards me like she's all that and I'm nothing. What a sin! But I still feel pity for her as a person with how life is.
My mom has cancer and a bad eye and I'm afraid it's been transferring to me. I did get a tumor under my brain 1st from psychiatric medicine I don't need.
I noticed that people are mean to me until I think of something bad or get more rough and then they stop and just use it against me to take from my relationships.